COMMISSIONS CLOSED: All of 2016, and Possibly Beyond

Hello everyone! 😀

Since November of 2015, I’ve been working full time for a great small company doing work on their website, Amazon sales, and creating graphics for them.

Unfortunately, they have recently fallen on hard times, and had to seek help from the state. Luckily, they were able to snag a spot in a shared work program. This program allows workers who have had their hours cut due to company hardship to collect a slight amount of unemployment for one day (about 20% of the income they would have made had they been able to work that day).

The catch: if you work for ANYONE ELSE, including yourself, during the time that you are in the program, your benefits get lessened or terminated.

Because my art business is registered with the government as a DBA, I had to report this while filing the paperwork, and had to also report that I had not received paid work since May 26, 2015, and I did not plan on continuing to work for myself anytime soon.

So, in short, because of this benefits program, I can not, under any conditions, accept commissions for the entirety of 2016, and maybe not at all, as long as this program is in effect.

I apologize for this, as some of you guys have been coming to me with projects and I’ve had to turn them away for personal or business reasons, but I do appreciate the support that you guys have given me. Maybe this will give me a chance to practice on my own again, and when I’m able to take commissions, I will be a better, more well rounded artist. 🙂

Thank you very much for your continued support, and have a wonderful day! 🙂

Received a letter today on NYS Department of Labor letterhead. According to this, even talking to inquiring clients about potential work is considered work, whether there is money exchanged or not.
Because of this, I will no longer be answering e-mails, messages, letters, or texts in regards to commissions as I legally can not without possibly forfeiting my benefits.

Please respect this. Thank you.



12-7-15: Life Update

Hello everyone! 😀

Long time, no talk.
Considering the amount of stuff that has happened in my life right now, I thought I should update my blog. I finally got hired for my first full-time career job in my field. I am now working for a local multi-store retailer helping them with their online store, and also producing all their graphics design projects, such as advertising banners and posters. So far it’s been super amazing, and I feel so very, very lucky to have acquired this position. It’s been a long time coming for me, as I have been working multiple part-time jobs at the same time since 2011, with me working 60 hours a week at one point. It’s truly wonderful to finally be down to a Monday-Friday, 40 hour work week job to where I can have weekends to myself and be able to work on my very much ignored crafting projects and social life.

However, with all this good stuff, there is also some bad. Because I have been working harsh working hours for so long, my mental health is not well. It’s fairly well known now that I have bipolar II disorder with comorbid anxiety, but I’ve found that, even though I have all this extra time to do things I enjoy, I find myself not wanting to do anything but sleep. Maybe this is because my body is starting to catch up to me and it is realizing that I can finally rest so it’s shutting down, but it’s starting to worry me a bit. It’s really starting to make me question as to whether or not I can truly open up for commissions as of January 2016, or if I need to postpone that a little bit longer so my body and mind can catch up. I guess I will just update you guys as I feel as if I can make a definite decision. (After all, I only had my first full weekend off last weekend, so it’s too early to tell.)

Well, that’s all for me for now, as I need to get to work. Hope to see you guys in 2016! 🙂

9-2-15: Of Hard Drive Crashes and Updated TOS

Hello everyone! 😀

Well, I wish I was coming to you all with good news, but, alas, it is only bittersweet. Last week, I had a major, sudden hard drive crash. This stunned me, as I usually took every precaution to prevent something like this from happening, but Sudden Hard Drive Death can strike at any time, so I guess I just got “lucky”. Since then, I have ordered and installed two drives: one solid-state drive, and one mechanical/solid state hybrid drive. Both of which are up and running (for the most part), but, unfortunately again for me, as I was migrating data from my back up drive last night, I discovered that I had not backed up any data since mid-March 2015, around when I started my current job. This frustrated me horribly, as I am usually very obsessive about my data back ups, but considering I have been so busy since I acquired my new job, I must have gotten forgetful about my data back ups. Because of this data loss, I have amended my Terms of Service agreement for my commission work ( to reflect a disclaimer about my data storage and retention:

***DATA STORAGE AND RETENTION DISCLAIMER: I am usually good about keeping multiple copies and back ups of my completed work, but the commissioner/client should NOT expect me, the aritst, to keep back ups and copies of the completed work at all times. The commissioner/client should take full responsibility for all work copies, and should make back ups/prints of their work to prevent data loss. Once the work leaves my hands and transfers to the commissioner/client, I can no longer take responsibility for having a copy of the work if a commissioner/client were to lose their original copies. (This amendment comes after I had a major, sudden hard drive crash in late August 2015, and lost work from mid-March 2015 to August 2015. I do apologize greatly for this, but situations like these happen sometimes when working with digital works.)

This isn’t to say that if you were to contact me that I wouldn’t have your work still saved, but it shouldn’t be expected that I, an artist and not a data storage server, should be expected to keep your work at all times. After all, data loss does happen when dealing with digital work, and I should not be dinged for not having the work that I completed months prior.

That being said, I am still incredibly frustrated with myself and my machine as I keep finding more things to upset me about this whole process. But, as they say, you gotta keep moving forward to make progress. 

Life Update: 8/7/15

Hello everyone! 😀

I know I haven’t posted anything in a while, and I apologize. Again, life has gotten busy for me, and I’m trying to refocus a little bit.

Since I graduated college about 2 years ago with a BA in Media Studies, a Game Studies certificate, and a minor in Computer Science, I have still yet to find a full time job, let alone a full time job in my field. About 6 months ago, I decided to go to a temp agency for help to try to get my foot in the door to a full time job, since it seemed that my then 6 years of various work experience (not including my free lance work) and my college education didn’t seem to get me anywhere other than part time sales/customer service/food service/retail jobs, which I took on while I was in college and never intended on making them my career. Since then, I have been working two jobs: my full time, contract job placement (which I keep applying to as positions open up so I can possibly become permanent full time), and my last remaining favorite retail job on the weekends as a back up just in case I don’t make the permanent cut. My contract job isn’t in my field of study, but it is low stress and it pays reasonably well, two things that I require to stay happy and sane. It is because of this career refocusing that I have closed commissions, and are going to continue to have them closed until I finally get a full time position so I can refocus again and work on art on the side until I get a good enough portfolio to where I can actually achieve my dream of becoming an industry artist.

That being said, once I am able to focus on art again, I’d like to do some rebranding. Obviously I won’t be able to change my official business name, but I’d like to rebrand myself online (maybe abbrevating myself as “KBK”, as it rolls off the tongue, is easy to pronounce, and still gives me a similar branding to what I’ve been using since I was a teen), and either migrate to a better free website (ex. WiX), or finally take the plunge, buy some server space, and finally code my own website. (I know HTML and CSS so I’m sure with a little brushing up, I could make a pretty decent, better organized website.) I’d also like to get into game creation, as I’ve been hoarding game creation software as it becomes available via Humble Bundle ( I might also start producing more videos for my YouTube channel ( in the form of “Let’s Plays” or “Let’s Draw”, as the only things I’ve been uploading in recent years have been recordings of my very sporadic art streams, videos of my pets, and very few animations. I already have my YouTube channel set up to generate revenue, so it would be a shame not to utilize it more. Addtionally, I’d like to also make more merchandise for my Society6 ( and Redbubble ( stores. (Mainly Society6 as they give me a lot of promotional options I can use to attract more customers and generate greater revenue.)

Basically, I have a lot of ideas that I want to pursue, but not a lot of time to do so at the moment.

So, for now, I’ve just been working as much as I can to make a great impression on my bosses at my contract job, and relaxing with some video games. Particularly, I’ve been playing a lot of Final Fantasy XIV ( in what little free time I have with my boyfriend and friends. It’s been pretty fun, and if you’d like to join me, I’m on the server Hyperion, and my character name is Kaze Katakage. 🙂

Well, that’s all for now! Any questions or comments, please leave them in the comments section below and I will respond. Thank you for the ever continuing support, and I hope to see everyone soon!

(P.S. If you’re curious, I’ve been uploading doodles and various other things to my Facebook (, Instagram (@kazekatakage), and Twitter ( accounts if you’d still like to see some of my latest work.)

Life Update: Two Jobs!

Hello everyone! 🙂

This is just a bit of a life update. I recently acquired a second job, so I’ll have to slow down commissions a bit. This doesn’t mean I won’t be taking or working on commissions, but I will be taking fewer commissions, and my turn around will be slightly slower than usual, as I will be working on commissions after work or between shifts. If you ever have questions or concerns, please do not be afraid to contact me.